It is Sunday evening, October 3rd. I didn't go to evening services. I meant to, but got preoccupied and had to cancel at the last moment. I am waiting for my hubby to call and tell me he is on his way home so I can start dinner. I miss him, he will never know how much.
I bought 2 floor lamps yesterday at a garage sale and have been guilt ridden ever since. Why you ask? Because, I really didn't need them, I just wanted them-because they are pretty and I don't have much to fill my weekend hours with Andy working 12 hours each day,, so I suppose it was a way of entertaining myself. Poor choice of how to to that, that is exactly how satan creeps into the lives of believers. Idleness truly is the devil's workshop. God, please forgive me for being so selfish, so self indulgent, so wasteful with the precious time you have afforded me.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, and I have wasted my time on a pair of floor lamps. Teach me your ways Oh God, create in me a clean heart that I won't sin against you. Wash me from the inside out and create a new spirit within me. Thank you for Jesus- forgive me for taking your immense love for granted.
